The Longing

Persistent desire or craving, especially for something unattainable or distant. But so often we associate this word with loss.

With something we do not think we'll ever have as we long for better days.

But for me hopelessness, pain, anger, sadness, and even death.

I wrap myself in these feelings like a warm comfortable blanket. I feel comfort in tragedy though I do not seek it. I am misfortune manifest, though I'll do my best not to cause it. I know death better than life, though I'll do my best to live it.

I seek to savor Caius' romance and someday Mortyl you'll know my longing too.